Choking

choking on a dinner
a million would kill to have

what a waste
me and the bite

got bricks and
more to wall me in
and all the good I've ever stolen

so easy to stand tall
when you have no idea how short
from honest
and good you are

I stand very tall
but less than yesterday

maybe there is more
in the less I thought I'd have
if I did different

maybe
someday
we'll see
but today with uncertain emotions
I'm still choking on a dinner
so many could make use of

loving the cans and garbage disposals
that take all the guilt away
and leave me clean

what a wonderful priledge
to walk so well
and true
with eyes closed

what a wonderful
fully
fucked world
we walk along