beautiful browns

today
your beautiful browns
are looking blue
to me

only it's a bit more of lately
than new

I hope that despite
my loose grasp on my own shit
that I have something that betters your scenery
and doesn't just clutter up
otherwise empty space

It's so hard for me to get above and build
busy pounding down so many loose nails

needs and problems
over what should be

there is so much more
more
I want
want to do for this circle we dance
and never the time in a day for my speed

Here's hoping one way
or any
that those browns
find their warmer glow