A Left in Fog

I think I have lost
a few
too many letters,

either that or
the dictionary is mad
and removing
my words one by one,

and taking the world's memory with it.

So many things I'd say
better
if I still had the feeling
I did while first feeling them.

So many dreams
written to memory
but only well enough to know they cursed me.

what good is perspective
only to leave me to taking a left turn in the fog.

Still only able to see
what is in view
from here,

and then
only the side showing.